英语翻译I now really confused,and he is reluctant to leave each

英语翻译
I now really confused,and he is reluctant to leave each other,but there is no reason,I don't
want with him,but I didn't grasp of the future,I want to hold him,I want to let us forget
earlier,I don't want to let my parents because they produce gap,nor can I make my parents worry
about me,so I must be ready to do so,I know I will certainly make his sad,but I can't,actually
I don't want to hurt you,I can love you still love than you,but can you make me by what way that
I no longer embarrassed,let the old days can give me a chance,let me not to be other factors,I
think good,I also want to love a person,how to love,just see nothing wrong,
I promise I'll love you forever,please believe me.

这个英语太中式了,只能半猜半翻,但是翻好了,连我自己都不知道作者在说什么了.
我现在很困惑,他勉强提出分手,但是没有提出任何理由,我不想和他在一起过没有把握到未来.我又想抓住他,想让我们尽早忘却.我不愿看到我父母制造一条不可逾越到鸿沟,或者让他们为我担忧,我必须去行动,我想我这样做肯定让他很难过,事实上,我不想伤害你,我爱你甚至超过爱我自己,但是,你能让我不再处于尴尬的境地吗?让过去的日子当成过眼云烟,让我不再是你生活的元素.我想我是对的,我想爱一个人,如何去爱,不做任何错事.我保证,我将永远爱你,相信我.

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